WHY SOMETIMES IT IS ACTUALLY OK TO WORK FOR FREE

The headline might have been “photographer takes a portrait of award-winning BBC Screenwriter for free, only to discover it being used without payment in the Hollywood Reporter.”

Then again, there is the old joke that the day the Titanic sank, a provincial Scottish newspaper ran the headline “Dundee man goes missing at sea."

The real story is that Sian and I were friends for years. Somehow we both found ourselves struggling with kids and money and career compromises and all the usual stuff that most people struggle with, the stuff that never makes the glamorous puff pieces of success-story PR profiles.

When I took this photo, we were both in that place, the place Dr Seuss calls “the waiting place”, the place where you really ought to have more, you really ought to be resting on your laurels and congratulating yourself that you got where you deserved. But life isnt really like that. Life for most of us is full of continued peaks and troughs.

At the time of this photo, I was trying to up my headshot game, trying out new techniques and styles, building part of my portfolio. Not something you should charge a full rate for, in my opinion. Sian had no money, I had no time. We were pals, so we went ahead and did a quick wee shoot.

At the time neither of us were entirely satisfied with the shots. There are all kinds of things “wrong” with this shot - the lighting, the lack of retouching.

But other people thought otherwise, and ten years on, this is still the shot that captures the essence of Sian, her fierce intelligence, her beauty, her sensitivity, her strength of character, her real self. And I’m very proud of it.

Should I care about payment? Should I care that I got that credit in the magazine?

No. I’m happy that I could help a friend at a time of need, and I’m happy that I got a credit when so often magazines and media outlets forget. Neither the money, nor the credit would have made a big difference to my life.

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