MAYBE DON'T GET YOUR HUSTLE ON RIGHT NOW

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Maybe don’t.

Maybe calm down and don’t carry on.

It just never stops does it. The productivity. The keeping busy. The never-ending dialogue of half-baked ideas and solutions for how we “keep our business running in these challenging times”. The relentless self-promotion. “When this is all over and things go back to normal”, we say, as we scurry like ants constantly, desperately trying to find some gap, some angle some new way of feeding a system so flawed it is killing thousands a day and still on and on it goes. And we never learn. We can’t wait to get back on that conveyor belt, back at that coalface.

So: you want to keep working ever harder for less, and in the process propping up a system that is still - despite the price of a barrel of oil plummeting to BELOW ZERO - is still trying to squeeze more juice from the dried husk of a poisoned planet? That is the normal we want to get back to? Good luck, as they say, with that one. Clearly “when this is all over” we will have learned nothing. Then again it is not that likely it will ever be over not really. Three month lockdown and then the virus will fade away and that is it? I dont think so.

And the elephant in the room?

Is how we got here. Through constantly draining the planet’s resources, and our own, for stuff we dont even need. We can all see it, our late stage capitalism, our cartoon leaders, our fake-baked democracy, all of it as tired and without credibility as an ageing movie star who has gone from craggy-but-handsome middle age to a worn-out cruel self parody - De Niro, Hoffman, Streep. Can any of us take them seriously? Any of it? Seriously?

Slow the fuck down. Why not? It’s uncomfortable? Good. So it should be. Change is uncomfortable.

Maybe for once, it is better to slow down, sit quietly with your discomfort and your dwindling savings and ask yourself, however hard you graft now, what golden future do you imagine the great fixed roulette table of modern corporate economics has in store for you? A gilded ocean cruise retirement plan? I don’t think so. More of the same until you drop from exhaustion? If you are lucky, maybe. If you call that lucky. But in truth, no, but probably not. In truth, you, I, most people, will be surplus to the requirements of big corporate concerns, and of the planet itself.

Boredom is good. Feeling like you are not doing "something valuable" within this narrative is good. Change is good, and the pain of change is good. This extra hustle we are seeing from anxious people, that is all it is. Just another variation on business as usual. Oh please, master, please let me do some work, please let me keep on hustling. That is a game in which very few people win, and many lose.

Not that it will matter in the long run. Choose to slow down and breathe the air and feel the sun on your face. Or dont. It doesnt really matter what any of us does for now, but those who have the centredness to stop and really think about where we are heading are as likely, if not more likely, to thrive than those who try and keep their hustle going.

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